{"id":224,"date":"2026-01-28T08:03:12","date_gmt":"2026-01-28T08:03:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/narratiqbrand.com\/?p=224"},"modified":"2026-01-28T08:03:12","modified_gmt":"2026-01-28T08:03:12","slug":"hayati-avm-gibi-yasamayi-biraktigim-gun-huzurla-tanistim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/narratiqbrand.com\/?p=224","title":{"rendered":"Hayat\u0131 AVM Gibi Ya\u015famay\u0131 B\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m G\u00fcn Huzurla Tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Bir Tatl\u0131 Huzur Almaya Geldim, Biraz Senden Biraz Benden ama en \u00e7ok da kendimden ve Hayat\u0131n tam da kendisinden.. G\u00fcndelik ya\u015fam\u0131n tela\u015f\u0131ndan yoruluyorum art\u0131k. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n birbirini bir ara\u00e7 gibi g\u00f6rmesinden, her \u015feyin ruhunu kaybetmesinden, hoyratl\u0131ktan s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yorum.<br \/>\nHayat\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck bir AVM gibi gezmiyorum art\u0131k.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biten \u015feyin kredi kart\u0131 limitim de\u011fil, zaman limitim oldu\u011funu fark ediyorum.<br \/>\nHayat, sabah aceleyle i\u00e7ilen karton bardaktaki \u00e7ay de\u011filmi\u015f. \u00c7ay, aceleye gelmeyen, demlendik\u00e7e tad\u0131 oturan bir \u015feymi\u015f.<br \/>\nKitap, bitirmek i\u00e7in de\u011fil, sayfalar\u0131nda kaybolmak i\u00e7in okunurmu\u015f.<br \/>\nM\u00fczik, fonda \u201ckonu\u015ftuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bast\u0131rmas\u0131n\u201d diye hafif \u00e7alan\u2026 sesi biraz k\u0131s\u0131k ama ruhu y\u00fcksek biraz Caz, biraz T\u00fcrk Sanat m\u00fczi\u011fi, bazende akustik ortaya kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k bir \u015feylermi\u015f&#8230;<br \/>\nAnl\u0131yorum ki, hayat\u0131n tad\u0131, ko\u015fturup her \u015feye yeti\u015fti\u011fim g\u00fcnlerde de\u011fil;<br \/>\nDurup o kahve buhar\u0131n\u0131 izlerken, ruhumun kokusuna kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlarda sakl\u0131ym\u0131\u015f..<br \/>\nEskiden \u201cherkesle tan\u0131\u015fay\u0131m\u201d derdim, \u015fimdilerde \u201ctan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131mdan sa\u011f \u00e7\u0131kay\u0131m\u201d a d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f \ud83e\udd17<br \/>\nBavul ta\u015f\u0131ma rekoru k\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m tatillerin yerine, kendimi Ege k\u0131y\u0131lar\u0131na at\u0131yorum.<br \/>\nBir projeyi CV\u2019ye yazmak i\u00e7in de\u011fil, hayat\u0131ma de\u011fer kats\u0131n diye yap\u0131yorum.<br \/>\nVe art\u0131k baz\u0131 insanlar\u0131 sadece telefon rehberimde tutuyorum. Baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 ise hayat\u0131mdan siliyorum. \u2014 \u015eiddetle tavsiye edilir, inan\u0131lmaz hafifliyorsun. \u2014<br \/>\nZamanla tercihler rafinele\u015fiyor, hayat\u0131ndan g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc eksiliyor.<br \/>\nGeriye huzur, iyi insanlar ve k\u0131ymetini bildi\u011fin an\u0131lar kal\u0131yor.<br \/>\n&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00fczel anlar, g\u00fczel insanlar biriktirin.. Bilimsel a\u00e7\u0131klamas\u0131 yok ama bence \u00f6lene kadar gen\u00e7 kalacaks\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir Tatl\u0131 Huzur Almaya Geldim, Biraz Senden Biraz Benden ama en \u00e7ok da kendimden ve Hayat\u0131n tam da kendisinden.. G\u00fcndelik ya\u015fam\u0131n tela\u015f\u0131ndan yoruluyorum art\u0131k. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n birbirini bir ara\u00e7 gibi g\u00f6rmesinden, her \u015feyin ruhunu kaybetmesinden, hoyratl\u0131ktan s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yorum. 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